One of my favourite movies of all time is Finding Nemo. It might sound childish but I like this movie not because it is cute but because of it's meaning behind it. It has a lot of meaning actually. It could be about the most obvious one which is your family, life, friends or maybe love life. Nobody knows that I like fishes. All of them just know that I love Hello Kitty and dogs. Well that's the thing Fishes keep me calm. Whenever I see them I feel so calm and worrisome. It has no idea that I love seeing them because I don't show it because they don't feel and see me for how I really feel.
I might be confused, moody or totally unstable but I know for a fact that it does make me happy. It does keep me sane and it does make me feel that life is too beautiful to be wasted. God has made these creatures not only because we need balance but because it can make people like me realise the worth of small things. I appreciate small things but I don't show it because I am afraid to cry, fall and break apart. This is how I protect myself.
Back in the Philippines I used to go to zoos whenever I feel sad or stressed out but I don't know any place near here to go to.
I know this blog is a shitty blog. It has no meaning or anything. I just miss the fish. I f*cked up. I'm a b*tch. I am confused and sorry.
You know who you are.
Love Lotsies,
Ecka
